I don't have the energy to post in my normal, story format, so here's just a quick update on my super-shitty day:
1.) the only good thing about today: the fast went well, no slip ups, no hunger, no temptations
2.) i wrecked the car... and now my parents are plotting out the best way to kill me for it
3.) i think my boyfriend's mad at me because i asked him if he'd be mad if i cut. i didn't cut because he told me not to, but i hope i didn't upset him by asking... i just really really wanted to cut, you know?
4.) i have a ton of your blogs to read and comment; feeling like such a bad person for posting before reading but i just don't know if i'll even be able to find the energy to read them all tonight. i will try though
5.) killer headache: prolly from not eating and stressing and crying a lot
Wow. I hate my life right now.... Hope everyone is doing better than me.