Ana's bony hand left a red mark on my cheek, and i gasped in shock. "You betrayed me! You're trying to push me out of your life!" she hissed through tears.
"No, no, i'm not at all. I still want you, Ana. I still love you. I'm not going to let them take you away completely. I can still exercise as much as you want, and they're never going to get me to eat more than 1,000 a day, i promise."
She shook her head and turned away from me. "Just shut up. You're pushing me away; you're just doing it gradually."
"Ana, please," i whispered, putting my hand on her shoulder.
She shrugged me off. "No!" Then, in pure cruelty she said, "You're never going to see your ribs now, you know?"
Tears rolled down my face. "I know..." i murmured. My stomach lurched, far too full of food, and i honestly thought i might throw up.
"Jo, don't let them take me from you," she begged.
"But, Ana i'm not..."
"You are so, dammit! You are!"
I put my head in my hands and sobbed.
*edit: You know that part where i said i might throw up? Well, i did--involuntarily of course because you all know that a) i can't do it voluntarily and b) i'm trying to "get better" for Shaun and everyone else. Here's the bad part... I'm not sure if i'm upset that i threw up or happy about it...