This blog is a story about me and my dear friend Ana (aka. anorexia). It's partly fiction, but almost completely true. And it's definately Pro Ana.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I don't know what to do. Shaun wants me to try to get better. I know he loves me...and i love him... I don't know... I've cried and cried. I'm so confused. It all comes down to this: who do i love more, Shaun or Ana? And i can't choose. Let me die. I can't choose. I can't choose! I want my knife... Shaun has it... I can't cut... I want my knife. I want to make Shaun happy. I want to make myself happy too... i don't know. Oh let me die...