I'm useless; i'm pathetic; i'm a complete and total failure at every-fucking-thing. I'm sure there has to be a bright side to today, but i don't care; i don't want to see it. just let me wallow in my self-hatred and wish i was slowly killing myself with starvation while i know i'll never be strong enough. I hate food; i hate me; i hate life.
I'm gonna go try to sleep this off and start over again tomorrow... Oh, i'm such a failure.