"So, how does it feel?" Ana asked me.
"How does what feel?" was my confused answer.
She rolled her eyes. "How does it feel to be the oldest, fattest, laziest, AND most useless that you've ever been?"
The day before had been my 19th birthday, and it'd been yet another binge day. I knew i hadn't worked out in over a week, and i knew that to Ana, i was completely useless. "Not so great," i said softly.
"I didn't think so," she answered bitterly. "We need to get you skinny. What do you say to a new plan?"
I nodded. "Yes, please."
"Good. Three meals a day; no snacks. Every day under 1,001 Calories. Breakfast and lunch should average out to be no more than 500; so should dinner. Your food journal gets posted on your blog every evening at the end of that day's entry. You're going to take up running again, and you're going to do strength training. An hour of some sort of exercise every day. Mondays are results days now. You'll post 2 pictures and all your measurements on your blog. We'll see if the loss goes fast enough with this diet and alter the plan when or if we need to. Yes?"
I nodded again. "Ok."
"Not so hard, right?"
"Not hard. It might even pass by Shaun."
She snorted. "Who cares if it passes him or not? In the end, no matter what, i'm sure he'd rather have a skinny girlfriend."
And i couldn't help but agree.
So... Pictures (Try not to throw up...):
Measurements (Try not to mock me):
Chest: 34 inches Waist at belly button: 29.5 inches Hips: 34.5 inches
Butt: 36.5 inches Thigh: 19.5 inches Calf: 13.5 inches
Bicep: 11.5 inches Forearm: 9.75 inches Wrist: 6 inches
Food journal (Yep, i eat really random stuff at night):
Breakfast- 1 egg & 1 piece toast- 130 Cals
Lunch- 6 oz light yogurt & 1 apple- 160 Cals
Dinner- Peanut butter sandwich, Cheerios w/ skim milk, Dill pickle- 480 Cals
Total: 770 Calories
Exercise: 60 min resistance training and stretches