Ok. Yesterday's fast didn't exactly happen... But i didn't freak out and binge or go over 1,000 Calories either, so it's progress from what was happening. Ana's ok with it, i think. I feel skinnier already, now that i don't have the binge bloat. And hanging out with Matt and Brandon went well. I love them equally... but Brandon loves me so... yeah. I'm officially his girl now, since a while ago actually. I may or may not have made love with him yesterday... Am i a freakin' whore?! I feel like i am sometimes, but it's always genuine and for love when i do that, so i don't know. Does anyone else get physical with guys too fast and then feel like a slut even though they love them? Or is that just me and my bad sense of judgment? He told me i was skinny and that he could see my rib cage though, so that made me happy...even though he had to be lying because i haven't seen my ribs in a while.
Oh dearie, i'm rambling. I promise to post normally very very soon... i know, i know, i promised that yesterday too, but life is crazy busy at the moment and my brain is fried, but NO MORE EXCUSES. I'll give you a good story post next time i'm on here.