Saturday, February 13, 2010

I Fall Apart When I'm Not By Your Side: picture update

Hey, everyone, i still feel to shitty to post anything real... I apologize. Here's some pictures to make up for it: (don't worry, they're not real tears... cuz i find it really hard to actually cry.)





And here's why i still feel like shit: cuz i still look like shit, but i'm too much of a shit to do shit about it! (Um yeah... i like the word shit tonight.

Last night, i actually cried as i was driving away from Shaun's house because i really really didn't want to leave him. I never cry; i don't know what's wrong with me. That was pathetic... I don't know why i'm telling you that, but yeah.
Love to you all, even those of you who hate me.

14 comments:

  1. You're really pretty. <3
    It's okay to cry about that. I'm sure Shaun doesn't want to leave you, either. :)

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  2. For some reason, I always pictured you looking like the blonde girl to the left with the x on her lips. Ha

    Actually you are very pretty (and soo skinny!) I think you resemble Amber Tamblyn. Kind of.

    I love being able to place a face with a blog. Thanks!

    peace

    Emily

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  3. you look so sad
    hope you feel better soon
    you're loved

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  4. please get help. anorexia is very serious and pure hell and im really pissed seeing all these blogs supporting it. thats really sick for people to be encouraging death. anorexia kills.

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  5. i used to cry every time C had to leave on out of town business so i get where your coming from. thank you for posting such beautiful pictures! i love pics that show emotion and yours are always full of emotion(not at all posed and fake). you look fabulous by the way, i cant wait till my sides and stomach look like yours *jealous lol.
    stay strong and hang in there
    meg

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  6. I'm sorry you feels so sad. You look wonderful though :) You're so pretty.

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  7. Hey hun, don't feel too bad, just try to stay strong.

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  8. Oh my god! Darling you are so beautiful! I can't believe how much progress you have made beautiful <333333
    Stay strong <3

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  9. I love you, too. You do NOT look like shit. You look fabulous.

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  10. Love the pixs Jo :)

    To this poster

    Anonymous said...

    please get help. anorexia is very serious and pure hell and im really pissed seeing all these blogs supporting it. thats really sick for people to be encouraging death. anorexia kills.

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    Why do you keep looking at Ana blogs then? I understand your views, but I don't understand why are looking at blogs that you see as encoruraging death?

    I hate many thing that happen in this world, so blogs that support things I don't like I don't go to...

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  11. You are beautiful babe. You are so strong, you will get there. Every day is a little closer to the goal, never loose hope.

    Stay strong lovely.

    With love,

    Lola

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  12. dont feel bad about crying, we all do it! & your really pretty :) so you defently dont need to cry
    x

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  13. You are so beautifull!, you look like uma thurman but with more normal eyes!, Stay strong!

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  14. We all have our moments, and with everything bad, something good has to balance it out. This is just one little speed bump in the road, and if you want this strong enough, you WILL get it.

    You look so sad in your recent pictures. Smile more, you're a beautiful girl, my love.

    And as much as this quote makes you cringe, it's true; everything will be okay in the end, and if it's not okay, it's not the end.
    It's true though, as cheesy as it is.

    Remember you are beautiful and glamorous and utterly gorgeous, and I promise you, you will one day see this.

    Stay strong, we're all here for you.

    Much love, Ariana.
    xoxo

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