Ewww. I have my period. I didn't use to get it... That means i'm too friggin' fat and i've gotta peel off A LOT of this weight! Unfortunately my period turns me into a raging binge-beast, but i'm not gonna let that stop me.
The plan is to fast today, and it's a perfect plan because no one's home all day. It's the first day of deer-hunting season and in my family that's better than Christmas. I'm the only one who doesn't hunt, so i've got the house to myself. I'm making it into a spa day: bubble bath, facial, manicure, pedicure, Celtic music, candles, lounging around the house in a fuzzy robe with cucumbers on my eyes. :) I haven't done a spa day in sooo long and my nails are hideous, so with all of those activities to keep me busy until i go to work i should be able to totally ignore food.
On top of that i'm not coming home tonight; i'm spending it with "Shaun." (It's fantastic that he knows we're not gonna have sex, but he still wants to spend the night with me.) I know he's not going to make me eat if i don't want to, so that means no late night binges cuz you know there's no way i'm gonna go out and raid his fridge. It also means i might be able to fast at least halfway through tomorrow, maybe all day tomorrow. I don't know; i'm still working at a plan for tomorrow's fast.
I'm rather happy and optimistic. Wish me luck, all you lovely skinny people. I LOVE YOU!
"If i eat anything, i'll eat everything, so i'll eat nothing." --That's my mantra for this fast.