Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving... and i'm going to my gram's house. My parent's are ok-ish with my weird eating, but my gram is NOT. She'll stuff sooo much food down my throat, especially tomorrow... Everyone else in the world is so excited for this big holiday, and yet, i'm afraid of it. I don't want it to happen. Oh shit, what am i gonna do? I'm seriously having a panic attack over it. There's no way i'm gonna be able to avoid gravy... or stuffing... UGH! How am i gonna do this?! I can't... I've been good for two days, and now i'm forced to ruin it. Oh, dear Ana, what am i to do? Crap, i'm crying and i haven't even eaten anything yet. What the hell is wrong with me? Does anyone know how i can avoid all that food?