Well, i'm rather depressed... It's been too long since i've seen my friends and i miss them so much, but i've still got 12 days to go until i'm ungrounded. Of course that lead to a binge... But seriously, who in their right mind binges on buttered toast!? Wtf! I'm an idiot, and i rather hate myself... Trying not to cut because i don't know if 12 days would be enough time for it to heal, and Mat CANNOT find out that i cut because he said he'd leave me if i did... Ugh. I hate my life.
Oh, and the printer ran out of ink, so my thinspo walls are not finished, but when they are, i'll post pictures.
Here's a video to keep you occupied for an hour and 40 minutes, and it'll even turn you off to food. (At least it worked for me.)
I love you girls and guys. Thanks for not giving up on me even though i've been doing so shitty lately. I'll try really really hard to do better. I promise. Hold me to that promise, and if i don't keep it... please just kill me. Better to make a skinny corpse than a fat person.