Friday, July 30, 2010

Update: I'm Still Here; Going Nowhere

I know... i know... it seems as if i've dropped off the face of the earth these past few days. It feels that way too. Our internet was shut off because we didn't have the money to pay the bill, so i haven't been able to get on here and update my blog or read any of yours for far too long.
But once again, i'm going to be boring and not write in story-form because i'm waaaay too tired. I'm running on 30 minutes of sleep, a pot of coffee, and eight and a half hours of work. It's been quite a long tiring day.
But good news: Jacob and i will be moving out of his mom's house this weekend--without having to pay rent where we're going to be living. We're moving in with our friend Brad who lives alone in a 3 bedroom house and is more than willing to share. Know what that means? I'll be able to work out! And i'll be able to have safe food! And we'll be able to buy our wedding outfits in time to get married on August 24th! So much awesomeness there. I feel insanely blessed to have a friend like Brad.
Oh, and other good news, i'm getting tinier, and i can feel it... Well, i can feel it sometimes. Other times i feel huge... But you all know how that is. Anyways, there's evidence that i really am getting smaller: a pair of pants that i couldn't button a week ago now fit me quite nicely. Here soon, they'll be loose, and i can also see my ribs quite easily. :) Life is good.
Well, now i'm off to catch up reading all of your blogs. I love you all very much! Stay strong, think thin. Give yourselves some love for me.


  1. Great job! I'm super jealous of your weightloss :)

  2. Yay for pants-fitting-wonderfulness!! Isn't it the bestest feeling in the world to have hard, cold evidence that at least some of your hard work and strife is paying off? congratulations, you totally deserve it! As much as you deserve a bit of rest, you sound beat girlie! Catch some z's on me my beautiful flower :)


  3. Yay! I am so happy you are going to be able to get married soon :) you'll look so wonderful I'm sure. Best luck! say happy :)

  4. Congrats on being able to move out, I'm sure that feeling is just as wonderful as feeling smaller. :]

    Good luck!

  5. I'm super jealous too! I haven't had that "skinny and I know it" feeling in quite a while. Live it up!


  6. and you give yourself some love from me :)

    thanks for your comment, it was lovely, just what I needed to hear. much love xx

  7. That all great news!I'm so happy for you!I hope your going to put pics up of your wedding here!Cause your obvisouly gonna be an amazingly beautiful bride!Especially with all your weightloss! I'm glad your happy!

  8. Good job girl! Hold on, things will get better, weight loss is good but be careful.

  9. I'm glad to hear from you, don't feel sorry for not posting for a few days. Important thing is: you're alive and well :)
    And it's great to hear so many good news, I am so happy for you! :D And well done on the weight loss! Your really an inspiration in many ways :)
    Oh and to answer your question about the belly button piercing: That's also not an option for me haha. I just don't like it on a guy. But tastes differ, and thats a good thing ;)
    Stay strong, love you!
    xoxo :)


  10. I'm sure things will get better for you soon. You are beautiful and dedicated and passionate about everything. And now that you have found your love, you two will rock.
    You deserve to be happy, love.

  11. I've been reading your blog for months now and I'm so glad to read that you're doing well. :) Moving out will be a whole new start for you, I'm happy for you!

  12. We surely missed you!
    Oh, and only 21 days to the wedding? You must be so excited!!!!
    Lots of love


  13. just started following :3
    You have very nice and inspiring blog.. and you are good at writing in story form!
    Congrats on the weightloss <3

    Lots of hugs