Thursday, October 28, 2010
Many Questions and Few Answers
Is it wrong that thinspo pictures don't look skinny to me; they just look normal? Is it wrong that normal people, even normal actresses, don't look normal to me; they just look way too big? Is it wrong that health doesn't sound as appealing to me as thin sickness? Is it wrong that i blame all the problems in my life on my pudge and Ana's punishment for eating? Is my brain all wrong? Or is it just right? That's how Ana wants me to be, isn't it? Is it wrong to follow her?
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I feel the same way sometimes which sometimes i guess could be good and bad...Anyways I'm so glad that you'll be able to post now because you are a huge motivation for me! :)
ReplyDeletewho knows.
ReplyDeleteI ask myself those everyday
I mean who really knows?
I was looking at my Ana report today and it has thinspo on it and even the smallest girl looked to big to me
ReplyDeleteNo one blames you for being sick. We all are, or we wouldn't be on this site doing what we do.When I was at my very very sickest I felt the same way, so trust me you aren't alone.
ReplyDeleteIs life as simple as black and white?
ReplyDeleteIt's how anorexia is controlling you... when you are underweight your brain cannot operate properly, therefore veiws, thoughts and feelings are warped.
ReplyDeleteI understand what you mean though, I used to be exactly the same.
I'm not even skinny and I think the same thing. Everyone looks too fat. Why? Thinspo does nothing for me, healthy looks huge. I'm just glad to finally find someone who thinks the same thing. I thought I was going a bit nuts.
ReplyDeleteI need wedding photos!!!
ReplyDeleteHello. My name is Sheila and I am a college student working on a research project. My study focuses on girls and women who consider themselves to be pro-anorexic. I hope to better understand the users of online, pro-anorexia websites. If you are willing to participate in my study and contribute to its findings, I would like to ask some questions about what this website means to you. I am not here to judge or make assumptions, but to simply gather information on a group that many know little about. All participation will be anonymous. Please use screen names that do not identify you in any way. If you are willing to participate, please post a reply to the following questions. If not, thank you for just taking the time to read this.
ReplyDeleteQuestions:
1.) How did you first come to join this website and what keeps you participating in it?
2.) Do you consider others on this website to be your friends? What kinds of support do they give you?
3.) How does your family support -- or not support, --you?
4.) Are you closer to your friends who are online or to those who are offline? Why?
5.) Do you see a difference between anorexics, “anas,” and “rexies”? What term do you use to refer to yourself?
How wrong can it be when so many of us feel exactly the same? We're human. We can call it a flaw, but that would be more punishment to ourselves than we deserve, I think.
ReplyDeleteno its not wrong at all. were just overachievers and everyone else is just lazy and want to be chubby for the rest of their lives.
ReplyDeleteHi sweet! It's been a long time coming here, but I'm am back and have also posted on my blog. I just wanted to come by and give you a hug. x
ReplyDeleteMaybe it's wrong, maybe it's right. If it's what you want to do, why should that matter?
ReplyDeleteStay strong. xx
Uhm, wow, I've just finished reading all your posts from the beginning. Anyway, I think the same way.
ReplyDeletehey honey,
ReplyDeletehow are you doing? I hope you found a nice place for you an Jacob to stay!
Keep us posted
xoxo
I agree. We want to be thin and we think this is normal. We wouldnt have eating disorders if we thought they looked too skinny right?
ReplyDeleteAna's Girl,
ReplyDeleteI am inspired by you every day. Maybe you could post something about my blog b/c I am lonely and hoping for supporters and followers?? I am new at ana and need your (and Ana's) help!!
-Newbie <3