Saturday, May 1, 2010

Short Update

It's been a while since i posted, hasn't it? I miss you all, and yet sometimes, whenever i do get back on to read blogs and post and such, i'm partially afraid that it will trigger me back to Ana but more saddened by the fact that i've found happiness without her. Part of me misses Ana... Part of me is frightened by her. But all of me wishes to give you all the happiness i found without her. I even almost teared up a bit just a second ago reading your blogs and seeing that you're still hurting when i'm not. It's not fair. If i could, i'd give up some of my happiness so you all could have it. Just know that my heart is with you, and i love you and worry for you often. HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL. Leave me some comments and updates on yourselves, and remember that i love you!

9 comments:

  1. You're so sweet :] I'm really glad life's going well for you!! You totally deserve it :)

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  2. It makes me SO happy reading that, girl! So proud of you and pleased for you :) well done you strong strong person! :D how is life otherwise? xxx

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  3. I've missed you so much... and the shit that has been going on... I'm so afraid to even post because of what people will say... or report.... I hate it... I've been on everyday but can't post because I don't like it when people tell me I'm not sick because I act like I work up on day and decided to have an eating disoreder... that's not what happened... but they can't see that... I don't like hating myself because my thighs are too big or what ever it is... I hate it... but they think I'm a wanna for what ever reason it is... I'm glad you are happy...

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  4. you are turly missed, thts for sure. but in all i believe that the best thing is for you to be happy. you are a wonderful person and deserve to be happy. go out and live your life. stop coming here to our depressing talks. they probably will trigger you if you come here to often. this isnt your place anymore. we will love you always. Laura

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  5. im very glad ur happy:) especially without ana. update on me, i have a new blog de-fine-beauty.blogspot.com and its private because there is someone on here that i dont want to be able to read it. Also, doctor put me on xanax but it gives me extreme migranes so i have to go off of it. :( my migranes are so bad that i might have to go off my birthcontrol but i really dont want to .!

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  6. I'm so happy to hear you're happy :)

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  7. I'm so happy you got free from Ana! :) You go, girl!

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  8. I am glad you are better. We look to you in hope that we too, can be free from the grips of an ED. Thankyou for your kind words :) Best of luck :)

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