Saturday, May 1, 2010
It's been a while since i posted, hasn't it? I miss you all, and yet sometimes, whenever i do get back on to read blogs and post and such, i'm partially afraid that it will trigger me back to Ana but more saddened by the fact that i've found happiness without her. Part of me misses Ana... Part of me is frightened by her. But all of me wishes to give you all the happiness i found without her. I even almost teared up a bit just a second ago reading your blogs and seeing that you're still hurting when i'm not. It's not fair. If i could, i'd give up some of my happiness so you all could have it. Just know that my heart is with you, and i love you and worry for you often. HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL. Leave me some comments and updates on yourselves, and remember that i love you!