tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post225849126926245424..comments2023-05-26T06:10:36.244-07:00Comments on Pro Ana: My Struggles with and Acceptance of Ana: I Ate... But Does It Count For Anything?Ana's Girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10588270419894145137noreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-68913698504531405282010-07-07T02:18:35.503-07:002010-07-07T02:18:35.503-07:00I agree, steak is overrated... It's nice to kn...I agree, steak is overrated... It's nice to know that someone else hears Ana too. She's always with me, yelling at me. Most of the time I'm happy to have her motivate me though...I do like her...*sighs wistfully* If mum askes I had tea tonight ;)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-40994652589582701212010-07-06T15:35:59.835-07:002010-07-06T15:35:59.835-07:00Yo, just go vegan! That'll teach him, haha. ...Yo, just go vegan! That'll teach him, haha. Suchhhh a good excuse.<br />I'm Eva, I just started following your blog. I'm brand new in this area of the internet but have been struggling with EDNOS-type eating issues for years...hoping this lovely community of beauties will help me sort things out. <br />xxxooo EvaEvahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03782189856877209020noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-11156734870795322512010-07-06T11:31:10.886-07:002010-07-06T11:31:10.886-07:00i love tattoos! you should see the post i put up w...i love tattoos! you should see the post i put up with all my tattoos .. i cant remember when i did it though.. lol<br />my fiance wants to get "Born Alone Die Alone" on his arms, i dont want him to though because im afraid people will think hes a morbid freakezoid when hes really this gentle sweet soul- but his mom used to say that to him all the time.. so it stuck with him i guess..<br /><br />pb cravings are killer for me. my jar of almond butter is sitting right in front of me and i want to toss it out the window, but i wont.. lol<br />oh yea, if you send me your address i will send you some of the justins nut butter squeeze packs to try. speaking of PB cravings.. lol the packs are 190 calories a piece, that i think would get you through an afternoon at wendys with no problems at all!A@ Please Don't Eat Me!https://www.blogger.com/profile/14322520336099392083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-64673366851479248322010-07-05T21:55:03.975-07:002010-07-05T21:55:03.975-07:00Just letting you know I'm still with you and t...Just letting you know I'm still with you and that I will miss your blog when I'm away in China for the next 5 weeks. Can't wait to catch up on your journey though. Give yourself a big hug, you're doing great.Gummy Bearnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-15024667220720712942010-07-05T16:49:42.656-07:002010-07-05T16:49:42.656-07:00Samantha, to answer some of your questions, i am o...Samantha, to answer some of your questions, i am only 19, but i'm well aware that tattoos are permanant... I have a huge one on my side already, and i have many plans for many more. Jacob's alright with the tribute to ana. He sees that it's a huge part of who i am, and he loves tattoos in general. We're going to be the ink-covered couple if we have our way. Lol. I'd prefer to have it seem sad though. The ED isn't the most fun thing, ya know?Ana's Girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10588270419894145137noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-81346305918520152202010-07-05T08:45:42.444-07:002010-07-05T08:45:42.444-07:00I'll try to draw up a picture for you :) or at...I'll try to draw up a picture for you :) or at least do some photoshop stuff. Don't hate me, but I agree with Jacob. Why? Because I think if you don't switch up the intake your metabolism will slow down too much. <br /><br />I don't know how to control the PB craving. All I know is I binged and purged enough from that shit that i rarely want PB and if I ever do eat it, I can't eat it plain. I would try getting an organic PB or Almond butter. That really helped me back in the day of my crazy obsessions with PB. The Natural ones aren't as sweet, and so I was less likely to keep eating because I was satisfied, but because it wasn't full of sugar my body didn't want as much. <br /><br />How do you control sugar cravings? Here are a few things I do:<br /><br />1) drink a glass of water<br />2) think about it<br />3) eat some fruit or berries(berries have natural sweetner in it which takes care of my cravings!)<br />4) eat a real fruit popsicle(the "sugar free" kinds are only 15 cals, and the normal ones are only 30 cals)<br />5) go work out<br />6) eat a pudding(oh man I crave a pudding right now!!)<br /><br />Good luck hun.Stick Thinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09317885604875552976noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-86947770609228342622010-07-05T02:31:01.234-07:002010-07-05T02:31:01.234-07:00Hi sweetie
I'm really proud about your fast! C...Hi sweetie<br />I'm really proud about your fast! Congrats!!!<br />But I won't draw anything, because I suck badly at drawing LOL<br /><br />Again, when Jacob asks you to eat, why don't you negotiate on salad or grilled chicken? Avoid potatoes and bread!!<br /><br />XoxoLucy's Shadowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08526677007836102121noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-10054366886820958072010-07-04T10:30:30.750-07:002010-07-04T10:30:30.750-07:00hmmm...interesting idea for a tattoo. I might send...hmmm...interesting idea for a tattoo. I might send you a sketch. But you're only 19, right? Tattoos are permanent. And I wonder how your boy would think of it.<br /><br />But if you want the Ana tattoo do you want it to seem happy or sad?Samanthahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18417405968566860451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-86928939821715995732010-07-04T09:30:24.860-07:002010-07-04T09:30:24.860-07:00Hey Jo! I've been reading your blog for a very...Hey Jo! I've been reading your blog for a very long time, struggling with my own weight loss, but I am not Pro-Ana, and I do not have an ED. But, I just recently starting officially "following" it. I do not support your eating disorder. I think that you are a very beautiful girl, and I wish you could realize that. But, I also think that everybody has the right of free speech, and I do really enjoy reading your blog. I just hope someday you'll right about "recovery." :) Maybe not yet, though. <br />Read my blog! Some of it is a bit boring, I will admit, but some of it isn't.Adellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09055844819374457814noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-35847927924534870212010-07-04T05:35:57.093-07:002010-07-04T05:35:57.093-07:00Ugh... I hate it when people try to convince me to...Ugh... I hate it when people try to convince me to eat things. Sometimes I'm so glad to be vegetarian! I know what you mean about the peanut butter... sometimes I think I'm doing so well, and I'm pleased with it all, but then I have to go and ruin it all by pigging out on something like chocolate... And trust me, I hate purging - atarving is just so much better, and easier, and more rewarding. One thing I've heard about is wearing a rubber band around your wrist and snapping it when you want to eat something bad, but I'm not totally sure if it works. I guess that you just have to keep busy, or if you absolutely can't forget about it, at least wait until a set time before giving in. Of course I find that reading pro-ana blogs like this one always helps as well.<br />I recently had a REALLY weird dream about ana - do you ever have any? It involved a dance studio with mirrors everywhere, which led into a theatre, and all the people around me were turning into skeletons - scary.<br />Hope you're ok,<br />Esme xEsmenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-54844099961754479392010-07-04T05:21:14.636-07:002010-07-04T05:21:14.636-07:00I don't think it's a good idea to write An...I don't think it's a good idea to write Ana on your skin. Tattoos are for a very long time and would you not wish you stopped thinking about her?Miahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16926081616141163999noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-44404989824449808092010-07-04T03:00:00.068-07:002010-07-04T03:00:00.068-07:00this story speaks to me so much. i had no idea tha...this story speaks to me so much. i had no idea that our eating habits gave others the runs also! heh, i dont feel so scared now:) <br /><br />one thing that helps me neglect my cravings for something i know will taste delicious, is i try my hardest to fool myself into thinking it will taste disgusting. reminding myself its more fat im adding unto my body, and remember the way i will feel after i do eat it. the guilt, the loss of self-control, the sadness of temptation getting the better off me.<br />if i repeat that enough, the crave subsides.<br /><br /><br />on another note, i will try an come up with a decent tattoo design, but idk when i will have it ready by. i will keep you posted on that.mad_zaqhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10053892130224804671noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-75894011326385479392010-07-03T21:46:31.537-07:002010-07-03T21:46:31.537-07:00You seem to be Doing really well balancing Ana and...You seem to be Doing really well balancing Ana and Jacob so congtrats :) as for cravings I eat chocolate chips lol. Like 3 of the little things and I don't want it anymore. Idk if that'd work cuz I have a friend who eats one and just keeps going so... Yeah. :)Alicehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02193477432595224403noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-29681866450704810932010-07-03T17:13:41.508-07:002010-07-03T17:13:41.508-07:00I am back! Hmmmmm, I can see that your deal with J...I am back! Hmmmmm, I can see that your deal with Jacob is already getting a little hazy; clearly you don't have the same idea or what a meal is.<br /><br />I missed writing to you while I was gone! I kept thinking about things I could post, and wondering how you were doing.<br /><br />I really wish I could draw something beautiful for you honey, but artistically-speaking, and really in life in general, I have no talent whatsoever. It's still a brilliant idea though.<br /><br />Love you bigger than the sky! I might email you soon, if I ever remember what it is I wanted to tell you. Drats... I forget.Jillian-Amedeehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10821674414582382370noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-53459625331517821662010-07-03T17:07:36.982-07:002010-07-03T17:07:36.982-07:00Eeeewwww. Steak is gross. I don't see what the...Eeeewwww. Steak is gross. I don't see what the huge deal is--people are like "omg steak! red meat with a billion calories! to top it off, let's make it cost $80!" I just can't understand what I don't appreciate I guess....<br /><br />I'd love to design your tattoo, wow! That's a really neat idea for one, too. I'll definitely email my idea to you as soon as I get use of the good computer in this house. :)<br /><br /><3 love * hope * dreams ~Falling_Starlighthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18240310433651234490noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5889129926804069621.post-47080290136410568632010-07-03T16:05:17.690-07:002010-07-03T16:05:17.690-07:00Love you, sweetheart <3 <3 <3Love you, sweetheart <3 <3 <3SinkorSwimhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07815366798493068640noreply@blogger.com